Stolen Person of the Forest
Several years ago, I took my 7-year-old daughter to the Berlin Zoo. A female Sumatra Orangutang, a Pongo abelii, clung to the bars, high above our heads in her enormous enclosure, which she shared with her family. Her arm was reaching through the wire, extended toward us, and she was fixing us with a steady gaze. There was something about this primate gaze I’d never encountered before. I reached out my hand, and when she saw this, she went away, then returned with a handful of straw which she had fashioned into something like a small, loosely bound basketball. She reached her hands through the bars and dropped her homemade ball outside the cage, just where I was standing. I reached out to catch it but missed. Seeing this, she left again, got another bunch, made another ball which she threw to me. This one I caught. She held out her hand to me, staring into my eyes, begging me to throw it back. I couldn’t reach her with it. But she didn’t stop looking into my eyes.

I can’t forget that gaze. I knew I wasn’t looking into human eyes, but the evocative intelligence felt no different. What did she want from me? What did she know that I didn’t know?
A silent exchange of gazes always raises questions erotic and epistemological. It evokes a bodily response that begs for some kind of intellectual reckoning. Kant might have called it sublime.
This reckoning, it seems to me, is being asked of us all the time by the gaze of other creatures. As a human, I’m used to gazing on nature’s eyes with a gaze that unknowingly divides humans from non-humans. I’m used to meeting the gaze of a non-human certain that I know something it doesn’t, that whatever a non-human might want from me can be directed by my own sense of expediency, pleasure perhaps.
But it was clear – there was a different intelligence in these eyes. Was this theatre she was staging? A performance of my collusion in her imprisonment? Was it a condemnation of my human intelligence, an intelligence that fashions cages for human pleasure and entertainment? Whatever she wanted from me, she clearly knew something I didn’t. This theatre was dramatizing the limits of my human intelligence, and the driving plot might have been my inability to offer her a way out of captivity. Or she might just have been coercing me into overcoming her boredom, performing for her, just for a couple of minutes.



